Showing posts with label Lessons I've Learned. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Lessons I've Learned. Show all posts

Jul 8, 2016

Are the Children REALLY the Future?


In a recent conversation with a group of friends, one chic shared how hard it was to explain the current events to her young 6yr old son. Although I could only imagine the difficulty in finding the right analogies to give to a kid, I empathized with her... then gave my take:
Yea, what has taken place over the last 5 days has been nothing short of crazy, bizarre and downright disrespectful, to ALL mankind. To a degree, it was unfortunate that her son had to experience history like THIS. But the flip side of it was that it was to his advantage that he got to see it... so he would never forget it. That he would know beyond a shadow of a doubt, that no matter what happens, in AMERICA, he was (and would always be) BLACK first... most times before they will even see him as a MAN.They are trying to whitewash history. Remove important facts, and alter the relevancy of the struggle. THESE events... help to affirm that history, for the younger generation. 
These younger kids have no real understanding of the struggle our grandmothers, Big Mommas, and Great-Grands went through. And they will forever be absentminded of it as long as we keep criticizing the past being brought up. When people like Nick Cannon, Wendy Williams, Stacy Dash, Snoop Dogg, and others publicly criticize black America for wanting to stay relevant,  wanting White America to SAY OUR NAME and #NEVERFORGET like a new hash tag created every time a young black man is slain, it shows that there is racial division amongst the house. And we all know what a house divided will do (fall). It also gives them a subliminal thumbs up of approval, to continue to sweep under the rug the struggles, tears, and breakthroughs of our antecessors. Its is OUR job to ensure that our history is apart of AMERICA's history... both the past, present and future. So like like a journalist, someone has to give an account of what happened... but just like an eyewitness, someone has to be there, to tell it. Let's just pray that those the live the experience... also LIVE TO TELL IT....      ~Selah



Feb 26, 2016

The Idenity of a Lost Nation

While doing some reading, primarily in Jeremiah, I somehow found an interest in the biblical ethnicities and cultures mentioned of the ancient days, specifically the Aremeans. A lot of the Old Testament, especially the first couple of chapters of the Pentechutes mentions the Aremeans. In a recent conversation with someone I mentioned, Elisha and the Arameans. The other person disputed by correcting that I was referring to the Armenian people. I regarded that the Arameans, are the ancestors of current day Aram => Arameans; which are not current day Armenians, as they are actually present day Syrians.
So in my study of the origin of the Hebrew Arameans and Israelites, it turns out that the Aramaic term for the word Hebrew is “Yri” “Apiru” and “Habiru”. The actual context of the word Hebrew is used as a noun, 3 different ways:
  1. By foreigners used to describe the Israelites [mostly referred to as Ibri]
  2.  By Israelites, to identify themselves to foreigners  [bene Yisrael: meaning children of Isreal/ Isrealites]
  3. A term used to refer to slaves [a term given to mean foreigner]
So genealogically speaking, the Isrealites can be traced back to Heber, one of the sons of Shem, the grandson of Noah. In knowing this and understanding that the term Ibri, originates from the word Abar: meaning to pass over, cross over, march over, overflow, go over. This is often translated in modern term to the (n): the other side. Ultimately, Abar has a true meaning of: from the other side of or the region beyond; came from afar.
So in retrospect, the term Hebrew was not used to classify a race or nationality of people, so much as a social class of people. Anyone considered a foreigner, alien, or lived on the margin of society without a fixed place in society, was considered a Hibiru (Hebrew). Naturally this seems befitting considering the Grandfather of the Israelites is the nomadic Abraham, who entered Canaan as a foreigner. Going back to Genesis, when God decides to tell Abraham that he would be the Father of Many Nations, he actually foreshadows the redeeming of an unclaimed people. We know that later on, God changes Jacob’s name to Israel. I believe that was done to now establish these people with an identity of their own. This took me back the many references heard throughout the O.T. where non-Israelites would say things like “Pray to YOUR God” or refer to him as “The God of YOUR people”, because they were not as established as the Egyptians, or the Persians or other ancient cultures.
So the next time you have intimate time with God, remember to Thank HIM, for redeeming you and giving you an IDENITY. For if you think about it, we are much more like Jacob than anyone else for we have received a “Double Portion”; first the claiming of non-descript nation of wondering people; next the adoption Gentiles to be claimed as the Children of God, allowing all of us non-Jews to be called God’s Holy people.          #getfreetoday


Feb 12, 2016

When will the Church start BUILDING and stop CRITICIZING?

Hey guys its Friday so I hope you are as excited as I am to be entering the weekend! This week I was on social media and found this video. Apparently, some organization by the name of "Go Ministries" posted this and it has gone rather viral. Now I don’t know them... not mad at their OPINION, because that's what it is... and OPINION. But I do have a problem when people post, state, or mention things that are not factual in factual stance. For example, if I ask you "Is raining outside?", I’m asking for you to give me a FACT, not tell me "NO, based on you THINKING the weather will clear up today. You have just given me an opinion like it was the truth (aka factual stance). Get it now? Anyhoo, check out the video below and tell me what you think?
Interesting....  Yep, that's my new word I used to describe something when I don't have good/nice/happy words for it.  (lol)
I will say this though... This video is bull crap, and is EXACTLY how propaganda works! This TOTALLY takes his interview out of context. I actually saw the FULL interview (which I posted below), and agree with Kirk on MOST of what he said. That many people really are so caught up in the "words" and "stigma" of RELIGION, doing for the sake of doing, rather than being more concerned with the "action" of SPIRITUAL ONENESS AND UPRIGHTNESS WITH CHRIST. This generation does NOT care if you have a 18pc suite on... this generation does NOT care that you cooked Sunday dinners after church... this generation does NOT care that you GO to church every Sunday and Wednesday... this generation does NOT care that you know all the books of the Bible and quote them like you quote your top 5 Facebook friends... they don’t even care that you serve or speak in tongues; to be honest, I really could less myself! ALL they want to see is DO YOU HAVE GOD? CAN YOU SHOW ME HIM? Better yet, can you SHOW ME HOW TO LIVE IN TODAY'S SOCIETY while being FREE? Period point blank. At no point in that or any other interview have I EVER heard Kirk deny, God, the POWER of God, Christ being his Lord and Savior, him being perfect, him being so saved that he could tell you how you're a part of the illumed, or any other foolishness.
What I HAVE heard him say is how he battled with his issue (porn addiction to be exact); how he fell from grace, but was covered and restore by the Grace of God and how his mission is to bring people, young people and NON-believers to Jesus Christ. WHO CARES about him taking picks with NON-Christians?! IF you plan to impact the marketplace outside of the four walls of your church you just may have to actually interact and network with others (NON-believers) to be exact. I tell you, I’m sick of the silliness of the Christian community and I'm a part of it!!!
Now, on the "homosexuality question", I admit, he was doing a LOT of stuttering.  *lol* My opinionated argument is that he was probably trying not to "say the wrong thing". BUT, the Bible does speak of Spiritual Indignation. We are to stand for what is right and what is Holy. Yes the Bible is very clear on what GOD says about it, there is no in between. But again, without judging, my opinionated argument would be that his answer of saying "the same thing it says about heterosexuality" was him saying "it says the TRUTH, for both and is not changed". Again, that was me not jumping to conclusions and actually LISTENING to what he said. Im reminded of the scripture in James:

James 4:11-12 ESV Do not speak evil against one another, brothers. The one who speaks against a brother or judges his brother, speaks evil against the law and judges the law. But if you judge the law, you are not a doer of the law but a judge. There is only one lawgiver and judge, he who is able to save and to destroy. But who are you to judge your neighbor?

Final Thoughts: I’m not a DIE-HARD Franklin fan, but I do like his music and I do respect his hustle. As mentioned, I do think this was taken out of context, as most things and every meme of a picture with someone else's words are.  At the end of the day, there are SO many more things, issues, concerns, and demons to fight and protest about... Let's not do it our own (God's people), the world does it enough for us.  #Sela #getfreetoday

here is the actual video from Kirk and the Breakfast Club

Feb 6, 2016

The Eye of the Storm...

This article was originally written September 26, 2013... I know its slightly dated, but the gist of the post is STILL very relevant so I edit it and re-post... Enjoy...


the EYE of the Storm
During this season, God has increased the sensitivity of my spiritual eye and opened my mind so that my perception has become that of a rear view mirror, just opposite ; meaning only with the natural eye does things appear bigger than they are. I was in the biggest state of questioning, with my eyes closed, "WHY ME?" "WHY THIS?" "Can't I have ANOTHER KIND OF STORM?" "I DONT DESERVE THIS!"... Trying my best to pull away and give up. In fact I had set my mind to quit, but an internal vision wouldn’t let me. It wasn’t until I got sick and tied (the more exhausted version of TIRED) of fighting... against the prophetic, against why he was drawing me nearer, against WHY I was in this storm in the FIRST PLACE...
that he allowed me to actually SEE. I mean REALLY SEE, like looking at 1 of those mind exercise puzzles where your eyes see the obvious, but your brain sees and is able to de-fragment the hidden puzzle within the puzzle. In a recent sermon, my pastor, Bishop J.C. Williams, confirmed this when he gave the analogy of using mathematical functions in high school, where one is given the answer, but the resolve is in finding the problem (aka working backwards). It was during this time that God revealed to me all the times when he'd given me the answer, and told me, "now, work backwards...”

So here I am.... in the what feels like the EYE of my Storm, being tested, tried & proven with confidence to know that I know, that I know WHO and WHO'S I am, and the BIGGER picture has become so much more evident... THIS STORM was ultimately never really about me... Ha! I laugh now because my pride has taken the biggest blow. THIS STORM was for the hundreds of other people, many of whom I will never meet, that will encounter this exact same issue with the same limited, if not fewer, resources. THIS STORM was not for me to say how good or fun or safe God is; though he is all those things! No, THIS STORM was for me to show how much more than a provider but a keeper and how more than rock but a cornerstone, and how truly smart and calculated God is! And how he'll blind you (if you let him), and exchange your strength, your vision, your will for HIS, right when you appear to be in the eye of the storm; so for THIS STORM, I am most grateful...  #Selah #getfreetoday

Nov 4, 2015

Same Day... Different shhh...

A very smart and worldly, but God fearing woman by the name of Momma Michelle Small (the ONLY other woman I endearingly refer to as
'Momma' aside from my OWN), taught last Wednesday and she make an extremely poignant statement, that had resurfaced this morning as I attempted to pray, but just couldn’t find the words to say. I struggled quite a bit because I’m dealing with what I consider a multi-faceted storm: the surface level storm, the internal storm and the spiritual storm all at the same time. I know that needed to pray... I know I needed to look for a job... I know I needed to find an attorney... hell I know I NEEDED to do a lot of things! But my mind was so cluttered; thoughts were so cloudy that I could not seem to focus on the 1 thing that could bring order to all the other things. I started to think, "Man, I just had a breakthrough on Sunday and was refreshed, so I’m not on empty. I know WHO God is and WHO I AM, so I’m not alone. And I know what the word IS and what is does, so truthfully, I’m not lost". This is when I started to declare “SHALAILA YOU WILL NOT GO CRAZY, you’re not depressed, or not sad, and you’re not worried, regardless of what it looks like... now PRAY!" Yes, I’m a tough cookie so I have to talk to myself like that and God deals with me JUST LIKE THAT! It was in that moment that last Wednesday's words came to me... How in the world do people manage WITHOUT Jesus??!!  smh I mean, like REALLY, not just from an I’m so saved stand point, or even a judgmental perspective. Just a realist standpoint; almost every day is a battle for me to not revert to the old me, now I can admit that it’s much easier now than it was say this time last year, but it’s still a challenge nevertheless... And my main and really ONLY reason for not doing what I know how to do so well is because of CHRIST, I want to please HIM, not make him want to spit me out and even detest me because I carry a foul scent of evil, rebellion and wickedness on me; I want to be a sweet aroma to my God, make him want to bless me because I am obedient and am walking in his image. Make him PROUD of me know that I am grateful to be called HIS... just that alone stirs something in me that makes me what to get right just by saying it! So how do people really make it through their seasons without him? I mean, yes, there are the "surface" level quick remedies: drugs, alcohol, sex, money... but then what about those who are dealing with the level 2 & 3 storms, how are they getting by? Or is it that's all they're doing, GETTING BY? This incited me to pray and pray hard and go deep within me to press, regardless of how I felt. At which point my prayers shifted from me and Level 1 to praying/declaring the word of God and interceding for others.
It was during that time that God didn’t answer my question, but he showed me what he wanted me to see: "it’s not a matter of how others can deal, the only fact that you need to know, is that YOU CANNOT DEAL, MANAGE OR EVEN MAKE IT, without me". And so, I guess when I look at the news, reality TV and the nutty people I have to interact with on a daily basis... their answer will come once they embrace who he REALLY is too.
Bible ref: James 4:10-12Phil 4:6-7

For more on this wonderful woman (Momma) Michelle Small visit her page: http://www.courageousmi.com/

May 10, 2014

The Transgression of Joy...

Transgression (trans-gre-shen) n: Infringement or violation of a law, command, or duty

Today I went from being surprised by the #unexpected and extremely elated... To being pushed down a flight of stairs [not physically, figuratively in an emotional/mental state], then somehow embracing anger, defeat, utter DISGUST! HOW does something of THIS magnitude happen all within a 12hr span? How did I let this (spirit) come in & completely infiltrate & disrupt my
"happy thoughts"| my "praise place"| my "I’m more than a conqueror" stance?Is it wrong or "unchristian-like" for me to feel like I would've rather stayed [mentally/emotionally] right where I was? Is it wrong to reject said introspect or the prophetic utterance of SURPLUS of what is to be expected, if hindsight is permissible, thus showing you that you WILL receive... only to have it ALL wiped out from under you before it could even become tangible to you?! Does it mean that I’m of 'little to no faith' if my faith is becoming synonymous with the story of the nice girl you knew from school that got bullied and taken advantage of so much that she grew into an aggressively rigid and crass woman of the world? Does it mean I don’t love GOD if right now; I just want to do ME, how and whatever that may be? Meanwhile someone close to me, calls me in that same moment, to release, cry and solicit prayer (though they didn’t ask for it) and though my spirit wants to reach out and share God's love and word with them.... the rest of me is NUMB, so my tongue won’t move and my lips won’t speak... So I say, do and give.... NOTHING... and what was maybe a seed to sow into someone else, remains trapped instead, inside of me...   SELAH
Still I digress....   #getfreetoday

Jan 29, 2014

Sometimes You WIN some. Sometimes You LOSE some…

There could not be a more overused and undervalued catchphrase in the English language!
Wins vs Losses
  Ok… thinking about it yea it could be, but still I digress… 
But today, I had not so much an epiphany, as I did a word of distinction from God. Over the last 6 months or so I’ve been doing, what I call, an involuntary audit of so called “friends” in my life. Now I do have a set of rules, which to most, seem a bit harsh and outlandish, but to me seem quite suitable for to my standards and lifestyle. For example, IF you are a saved contact in my phone, but we speak maybe 1-2 times a year (at most), you never text or even email me, then you really are not “contact” worthy. You are a familiar (because I know you) random caller who calls occasionally and probably plays NO role in my life, immediate or distant, therefore you get deleted. Seems simple enough right? Let’s move on…
So there have been a few people, whom I’ve deleted all contacts with because they abruptly stopped or no longer answer my calls, emails, texts or even fb posts when I have tried to reach out to them. Even though they LIVE on social networks are are CLEARLY getting my messages, but choosing not to respond, for whatever reason. In most cases many of those same people who I delete end up calling or emailing me and attempt to apologize for their behavior and reconcile a possible relationship. Sometimes, it works… sometimes it doesn’t. More recently, a good but flaky former friend of mine sent me a fb message apologizing and “explaining” their reason for being so dismissive and blatantly non responsive. At first glance, I wanted to immediately hit the DELETE button and keep it moving… but I was #1 intrigued, and #2 knew that they deserved to be heard, at the very least. So I read it… Indeed their expression was very humble and they in fact explained their reason for this (which for the record, CLEARLY made no sense at all), again I digress… At the end of reading the letter, for the second time, I asked God to give me the words to say because I didn’t want to revisit old feelings and act out of emotion; neither did I want to give them the treatment that they gave me, because what would they learn in that? So I responded with kindness, forgave and thanked them and at the end gave them what they thought their rejection took from me… LOVE. Afterwards I asked God, “Why was I given unwarranted rejection by yet another person whom I regarded as close to me?” I hadn’t felt that kind of feeling since my Ex lover. Then God showed me, that this is rejection from MAN, not GOD; and sometimes, like it did in 2010, man’s rejection will push you closer or allow you to be vulnerable enough to be drawn in by God’s love, hence, losing something to gain something greater! So it made sense why I wasn’t spiteful, or hadn’t even cared to serve him up a dose of my usual sarcasm. The story in the book of John came to mind when Jesus asks Peter after he had denied him, “… DO YOU LOVE ME?” Clearly, Peter already felt like dog ish as it was, so it was no need for Jesus to give him the 3rd degree or rub it in… Even more, God showed me by my willingness to easily forgive, not require or expect a VALID reason from other people regarding their behavior towards me and my ability to discern the true (spiritual) reason for things, really revealed my maturity in HIM. So I suppose I can accept the rejection of the counterfeit, if that will get me closer to the love of the AUTHENTIC. And with that being said, I would rather lose, and to some degree may have lost everything, but if gaining him is knowing what I now KNOW, then truthfully, I haven’t’ loss at all! #StillWinning  #getfreetoday 

Nov 8, 2013

Redeemed Sheep...

In the passage below, what stuck out to me so much were the lines "suffered in silence"? This actually reminded me of the word I've been hearing this week during my church's Prayer Revival where, in Matt 26:36-44, those same lines applied to Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane. I thank God for allowing me to see how in verse 44, Jesus turned his suffering into his assignment. Coming off an 8-day Consecration Fast, these scriptures really blessed me... I hope it does the same for you...

1 Peter 2:21-25 MSG: "This is the kind of life you’ve been invited into, the kind of life Christ lived. He suffered everything that came his way so you would know that it could be done, and also know how to do it, step-by-step. He never did one thing wrong, Not once said anything amiss. They called him every name in the book and he said nothing back. He suffered in silence, content to let God set things right. He used his servant body to carry our sins to the Cross so we could be rid of sin, free to live the right way. His wounds became your healing. You were lost sheep with no idea who you were or where you were going. Now you’re named and kept for good by the Shepherd of your souls."


Oct 1, 2009

Frustrated? There's Another Outlet...


With today's economy and the growing unemployment rate, its no wonder people are resorting to the most extreme feeble attempts to survive and provide for their families. I know first hand, what it's like to go without... have to struggle... cry and pick yourself up to start all over again. Even now, with GA having a 10.2% unemployment rate compared to the US national rate of 9.7%, I sometimes find myself being frustrated, and even angry at my employment status, considering I graduated with a good GPA from a pretty renown Liberal Arts Film school. And sometimes that energy is passed off in my day-to-day interactions with my partner and others who love me. So recently I started back reading my bible and having, 1 on 1 time with GOD. I notice in the Bible, Psalms 23, it talks about the Lord being our Shepherd and how we shall not want- no its not saying the we would never WANT for anything, but that the Lord is our supplier (a.k.a. our Shepherd) and we are his sheep. If you know anything about sheep, then you know that they are VERY timid, meek & indecisive, therefore they NEED a sheep herder (or Shepherd) to navigate/direct them. The scripture goes on to say how "HE (the Lord) makes us to lie down in green pastures and restores our soul..." The green pasture" it's referring to are the times of peacefulness and tranquility. Often times our souls are ravaged & used up from the day-to-day burdens of life, and so it is important that we find quiet time, or rest time for ourselves and for God... to "restore" us for the next day, or thing, or triumph, or obstacle we must overcome. So the 'green pastures' are our peacemakers, for example: reading a book, going to the park, taking a walk, singing, taking a bath or whatever. For some, they allow their peacemaker to be a vice: cigarettes, drinking, weed, pills, abuse, sex, porn, etc... Although truth be told, God wants us to make HIM as our only source we turn to for any kind of peace. So I offer this tid bit to whoever reads this... Next time you have a minute, read Psalms 23 (the Lord's Prayer) and then ask GOD to help you lie down in green pastures (give you peace... of mind... in your home, job, or school... with your friends/ family... with your enemies. Then BELIEVE and THANK him for it everyday (even when you don't see it cuz thats what FAITH is), and watch and see him give you peace when the storm is raging.... Be Blessed...  #getfreetoday