Jeremiah 29:13

REF: Jeremiah 29:13: “When you come looking for me, you’ll find me.“Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I’ll make sure you won’t be..."

Today.. this message did catch with my spirit. Lately I've been reading and not really knowing "WHY am I reading this?"... or you could call it going through the motions. I've been slipping.... not knowing to where, or what what slipping per se... but I know that things are... DIFFERENT. I've prayed in my spare time and asked God to fix me. To make me better. To show me. To OPEN my eyes. With each request feeling that much more empty and lacking... I'll be honest in saying that I have NO CLUE what is happening. But I do know that ironically, after all of that... all that asking.. all of that crying.. all of that thinking and thanking... The only words I heard was...PRAY.Yep... it's like having a cold, no a bad flu like symptom and being told that you need a few antibiotics, plus and this and that, oh and don't forget some of this!... Only to buy all of that stuff, then drink 1 cup of soothing hot tea (you know, that kind that Mom-Dukes can hook up) and feel at 1000% the next day! In the words of the legendary Alanis Morissette, "its 10,000 spoons, when all you need is a knife. And who woulda thought, it figures..."

So today, I recommit my faith, my gift, my heart, my PRAYER... my only true intimate time with him, back TO HIM. I don't know about you... but I cannot go long without quality time with him. So I leave this song, by my brother in Christ, Zacardi Cortez... today (and everyday) I need to have my 1 on 1 time with my daddy God.